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7 ~ However, it took me quite a bit longer to realize [written/action]

To those that knew it, it looks like the crazy RPG hit-points-and-magic stuff has gone home. Sorry for those who were close to it. I don't think it left any notes or belongings for anyone, but I'm sure it'll be better off where it came from.

['What a cartoonish Shift this was. Not that I will ever forget my valorous deeds, but can we get back to ... Actually, forget it. Nothing serious. If more Shifts that are par for the Haruhi-course happen, it can only be a good thing.']

Seriously -- everyone all right out there? Sounds like a more than average number of people have been leaving fair Luceti lately. Though I guess variation is itself average, in said fair Luceti.

...Anyone know where the name "Luceti" comes from, anyway?

['...You know what, I'd better stop rambling right there.']

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.... Uh, and it wasn't...?

I mean, it wasn't.

O-of course it wasn't! I went to try and find the source of the sound, and.. that's when me and my best friend Sayaka-chan found Kyuubey. He was wounded and he looked like some sort of animal, so I thought I should take care of him.. but when I tried to do that, we got sucked into-.. into this really weird place instead. Everything was so weird and surreal and that was.. a witch's barrier.

...You got sucked in? By him?

No, by the witch.. Witches are.. um, sort of like monsters, I guess, just really weird and dangerous..

And they suck innocent people into their 'barriers' to eat them or.. kill them..

['Well, presumably eating them includes killing them, huh?']

So not so much barriers as... spiderwebs. Witch-spiderwebs.

['The Itchy-Witchy Spider.']

[ a nod. ]

Except with a lot of witch, a little of web and not a lot of spider.. [ .. ] Unless there's a spider-witch too.

Edited 2012-05-15 10:56 (UTC)

I wouldn't know. Please, go on with your daring escape, Kaname.

Ah, right..! So Sayaka-chan and I got caught up in that and it was really scary and dangerous.. but then we were saved by one of the magical girls. She was a little older than us and really cool, or at least, I thought so.. her name was Mami-san, Mami Tomoe. She tried to convince Sayaka-chan and me to become magical girls too by making a magical girl contract with Kyuubey, but..

...

When she took us into another witch's barrier to show what it's like to hunt a witch, she.. [ she swallows, fumbles, clearly having difficulty saying it - so it's not too difficult to imagine what follows. ] .. she.. died.

['Magical girl contracts. You have got to be kidding me, Kaname. But I guess I'll have to keep a straight face, considering how serious she's being.']

Because of the witch, you mean?

...I'm sorry, Kaname.

Y-.. yes. Because of the witch. [ She has to swallow again before continuing even - it's difficult to keep her voice steady by now, but she tries. ] I.. felt so bad though.. I felt like it was my fault. If only I'd have become a magical girl and fought by Mami-san's side, then that might not have happened to her..

It's all since I'm too weak..

[He can't let this orgy of self-blame occur, not on his watch. So he bends his head down a bit to meet her at eye level.]

Absolutely not, Kaname. First, the past is the past and can't be changed. Second, you didn't know and you couldn't have understood. Third, if she took you in, it was a risk she chose knowingly. You don't need to assign fault to anyone, but if you assign it to yourself, be sure to apportion it in proper amounts to everyone.

... You.. don't think it's my fault, Kyon-san..?

It's definitely not your fault, Madoka-chan.

Hmm.. Thank you, Kyon-san, but.. I still can't help but feel guilty about it.. and then everything that happened to Sayaka-chan too..

['Well, that's because you're a pathological case, Kaname.']

Well, I guess that's natural for you, Kaname. You feel that kind of thing. But you don't have to.

What happened to Sayaka-chan...?

[ a small nod, and then she decides to focus instead on his question. ]

She made a contract after Mami-san died to become a magical girl and fight like Mami-san did, but.. in the end she couldn't handle it, and she fell completely into despair.. I couldn't even do anything for her anymore, even when I tried..! And then-.. then Sayaka-chan turned into a witch herself, the things she and all other magical girls had been fighting all along..

Edited 2012-05-27 18:02 (UTC)

--Is that what happens to magical girls...?

['That wasn't in the anime.']

Yes. We didn't know at first, but.. we discovered later on. That's what happens to magical girls.. in the end they all turn into witches. Monsters.

.. Just like Sayaka-chan..

...That's awful, Madoka-chan. I wish I could do something for you and your friends, but... I guess all I can do is... not much.

['Maybe this would be a good thing to try to get Haruhi's powers to work on. Or Nagato to fix. I don't know. Can they do that to other universes?']

.. No, I thought the same.. 'If only I could do something to help them', I've thought that a lot too, but.. in the end I couldn't do anything either since I'm just me.

So I understand how you feel, Kyon-san..

Well... You can be there for them. That helps, right? I hope this helps, anyway.

[ she nods. ]

Yes. I'm.. really glad to have someone to talk about all of this with. So thank you. I guess it really is all I can do for them too..

For now. You never know what you'll be able to do later, Kaname.

You think I'll be able to do something other than listening..? .. Even though I don't have special powers?

If there's one thing I've learned from life, Kaname, it's that those without special powers can do a lot more than they think.

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